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2010-07-22T22:50:00.001+08:00

busy with work..so didn't blog anymore!

2010-04-11T06:19:00.001+08:00

thanks alot baby~

2010-04-11T05:54:00.001+08:00

Time passed.

2010-04-11T05:46:00.002+08:00

The said time heals everything, but i wonder why it's not working as effective as last time it used to be.
Grats on you having a BF, you said you don't wanna hurt me, yet in the end. you hurt me the most.. all those lies that you have said still running thru my mind at times.
i don't know why. why it's you. why. alot of why keep running.
i hated you now and forever. i wish i will never see you again. you sucks, all those lies that you have said before. now then i realise that all this while. you are purely just using me.
when u are sick, u needed someone, that's me. when u are lonely, u needed someone thats also me. i'm just someone who is able to give you my attentions when you needed me. if i didn't stop waiting for you. will i be still a spare tyre now? lol. well. we parted, and hope our path we will never cross again. don't ever message me and tell me anything. i don't wish to know. from that day onward. we are stranger,
you gave me the fear, fear of girls. thanks alot. you made me see thru alot of stuffs and i will never forget. u made me see alot of stuffs a girl can do.

Good bye QQ.

2010-03-05T21:34:00.002+08:00

2010-03-05T21:32:00.003+08:00

fk off..

2010-03-05T20:52:00.003+08:00

many days has past after CNY, a lot of things happen during that period,
that's the time where i decided to give up on her..

Giving up wasn't as easy as you see it, i have hard time even till now.. i couldn't sleep even i'm very tired cause i have been thinking about her.

got info from someone that she actuallys has a BF already. which i was kinda shock, because she tells me that she doesn't want to have r/s at all for the time being when now she suddenly have bf?.

well now she has a bf anot doesn't matter already. it's got nothing to do with me.
who she has feelings for i guess it's also not me so i cannot do anything but to let go. almost 1yr.. that feeling so hard to let go.. i'm trying my best to let go now.
which is to buried myself in my work so i won't think so much,

JY ALLEN!!.

time to love~

2009-12-24T14:46:00.001+08:00

*Time to love*

Joheunsaram neoneun naege cheotsarang
Sarangeul gareuchyeo jun saram
Never forget you
I’ll remember you
Gieokhae neo hanaman

Hoksina neoreul bolkka niga sajun oseul ipgo
Niga johahadeon jjarbeunmeorireul hago
Neowa hamkke geotdeon geu gireul jinagagi wihaeseo
Gudji meongireul dorasseo hoksi niga isseulkkabwa
Jeonhwabeonhodo ajik geudaero
Hoksi nareul chajaolkkabwa jipdo geudaero
Nae minihompisoge neowa deutdeon naraeppun
Hoksi niga bolkkabwa dasi doraolkkabwa

Urineun ajik itjil motaenneunde
(Urineun ajik seoro wonhaneunde)
Urin ajik saranghaneunde
(Eotgallyeo) sasireun bogo sipeunde
Michidorok Neoreul bogosipeunde
Haneobsi neol gidaryeo (gyeolguk Neoreul gidaryeo)
Hoksihago meomchwoseo jejarireul maemdone

Joheunsaram neoneun naege cheotsarang
Sarangeul gareuchyeo jun saram
Never forget you
I’ll remember you
Gieokhae neo hanaman

Yo hoksina Neoreul bolkkabwa
Bogedoemyeon heundeullikkabwa
Naemami yakhaejilkkabwa mallabiteun nal boilkkabwa
Neowa Hamkke geotdeon geu gireul pihagi wihaeseo guji
Meongireul dorasseo hoksi niga isseulkkabwa
Jeonhwabeonhodo imi bakkwosseo
Hoksi ni saenggagi nalkka jipdo omgyeosseo
Hajiman ibeseon ajik motan marisae
Hoksi Neoreul bolkkabwa dasi dora olkkabwa

Urineun ajik itjil motaenneunde
(Urineun ajik seoro wonhaneunde)
Urin ajik saranghaneunde
(Eotgallyeo) sasireun bogo sipeunde
Michidorok Neoreul bogosipeunde
Haneobsi neol gidaryeo (gyeolguk Neoreul gidaryeo)
Hoksihago meomchwoseo jejarireul maemdone

(Joheunsaram neoneun naege cheotsarang)
Sarangeul gareuchyeo jun saram
Never forget you I’ll remember you
Gieokhae neo hanaman

Dasi sijakhae malhago sipjiman
Deullijido tto boiji anneun neoreol chatgoisseo

Ssodajineun jangdaebireul majeunchae
Uri cheoeum mannan geugoseuro ganeunde
Jasini neomunado hansimhae dangsinui
Ttaseuhaetdeon jari ajik gaseume
Neon deo gyeondil su inni
Geureom nado jogeumdeo gyeondilteni
Hajiman himi jom deulkkeoya neomu saranghaetjanha
Chameuryeo aereul sseobwasseodo eojjeolsuga eobseo

Hoksirado uyeonho neol bolkkabwa
Geudaega nae moseup bolkkabwa
Geoureul bomyeo nunmureul gamchwo
Hoksina neo olkkabwa (Hoksina geudae naege olkkabwa)
Joheunsaram neoneun naege cheotsarang
Sarangeul gareuchyeo jun saram ( Geudaega nae insaengui cheotsarang)
Never forget you I’ll remember you
Gieokhae neo hanaman (na ajik gieokhae neo hanaman)

Credit to: RomajiChannel @ Youtube

TRANSLATIONS

*Time to Love*

Good person, you're my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Maybe I'll see you, so I wear the clothes you bought me
Cut my hair short the way you liked it
To walk the road I walked with you
I walk around the long way, thinking maybe you'll be there
I kept my old phone number
Maybe you'll try to find me again, my house still the same
In my mini-hompy, the songs we used to listen together
Maybe you'll see me, maybe you'll come back

We didn't forget each other yet
We still want each other
We are still loving
Going seperate ways
Actually, I want to see you
I miss you like crazy
I wait for you forever
In the end, I wait for you
I stop to wonder
I'm going around in circles

Good person, you're my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Yo, maybe I'll see you
Maybe your heart will shake at that road
Worrying that my heart will become weak
Worrying that you'll see my bone-skinny state
I avoided that road I walked with you
I walked the long way, thinking you'd be there
I changed my phone number already
I moved houses, thinking I'll think of you
But still unspeakable words leak from my mouth
Maybe I'll see you, maybe you'll come back

We didn't forget yet
We still want each other
We are still loving
Going seperate ways
Truthfully, I want to see you
I miss you like crazy
I wait for you forever
In the end, I wait for you
I stop to wonder
I'm going around in circles

Good person, you're my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

"Let's start again"
I want to say to you
I can't see you nor hear you
but I'm still holding on to you

Getting soaked by the pouring rain
I go to the place where we first met
I feel so pathetic
The warm place is still there in my heart
Can you endure any more?
Then I'll endure a little more
But it takes some effort, I loved you too much
I tried my best, but it's impossible

Maybe I'll see you by coincidence
Maybe you'll see me
I wipe my tears, looking at myself in the mirror
Maybe you'll come back

Good person, you're my first love
The person who taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Translated by YBG@onelight.co.nr

why is it so.

2009-11-18T13:55:00.003+08:00

last night played audi with her, but then again result were the same.. quarrel again, why cant we like get this over with and stop quarreling.. i seriously dono how to face you anymore.i dont know what can i do to make you gimme the chance.. your words really pierce thru my heart & im bleeding now. what you mean by today this msg? ..

Split? leave you? and try to start afresh? i seriously dono what you are thinking..

anyone can gimme a idea what to do ?

do you even care?

2009-11-13T03:18:00.004+08:00

u really makes me wonder, do you even care? do u even bother?.. who im to you? just a plain audi cpl? or what?.. i dont even know who im to you now..
u dont seems to care about me anymore, alot of things changed and im getting tired everyday trying to cover up the fact that we have a huge gap between us,
u are starting to make me regret my choice that day. u make me feel that u are just trying to keep the ring instead of me by urside. u said im ur pillar, ur support but i dont feel it.. if im really something impt to u. can u do something? if not i might really be leaving..

suddenly realise one of the pics i have got some words i felt quite nice..

Do you remember how we hug? Did you know what i felt was more than your arms?
Irreversible memories to bear, If love means pain, Then i will keep on bearing the pain...
... Forever.

but. the fact is i can't i'm not so strong, please show me that i'm impt to u before something happen and it might be irreversible..
Dont wait until its gone then start to realise how impt it is to you.
By that time it might be too late..

2009-11-11T12:28:00.001+08:00

this is the lyrics for because im stupid.

I’m really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you

I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I’m making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….

I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

2009-11-08T20:10:00.001+08:00

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby~
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了
海鸣威 - 你的承诺
music...
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby~
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我也别再~
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了

This song v nice..

feel alone.

2009-11-08T19:06:00.002+08:00

Bored, today whole day doing nothing, morning wake up at 11plus then play audi with cal for awhile after that went to have lunch with my mum, after that went home.. cal went out with bf then i jiu play with my hp game.. sian dao bth before go sleep help jim to burn his recovery disc then take a nap, nap that time oso cannot sleep properly keep kena call.. damn dulan. nvm.. after that wake up.. feel so bored, benson message me and ask me want to go where.. ANYWHERE!!! but stay at home. im rotting already. in the end still at home.. dono wad to do.. haha.. anyone pls.. anyone got any idea where to go anot ~.~..

suddenly feel so lonely now.. ._.

~.~

2009-11-08T01:30:00.003+08:00

fri went to see doc at p**yclinic.. then take the anti bio de medi, who know eat liao sat got rashes, then go see the doc heng got express lane.. the counter tell me.. need to give the staff nurse see if its allegic anot, nvm the counter ppl maybe dono what is allegic.. then go in the staff nurse place wakao the staff nurse like playing instead of working.. nv show that they are working sia machaim go there to spend their time nia.. then the staff nurse still say my bro de gf is my mum rofl.. then she str8 away say HELLO wad mother.. rofl!!..

see the doc indian lai de.. the doc dono is joker or wad i dont understand la. i tell her i eat the anti bio then got rashes de then she come and tell me ya maybe is the anti bio make me got rashes de then jiu str8 away say i allegic to that medi without checking whether is i eat something wrong or wad.. wtf sia.. then nvm most funny is she ask me eat my flu medi to make me not so itchy and scratch the rashes, then bo give me any medi for my allegic skali i die how.. damn lame uh.. stupid allegic make me damn giddy whole day..

2009-11-08T01:28:00.003+08:00

lol..this is the total amount of alcohol we drank on 31th oct, i think or short of a few bottle cuz the cb auntie go and keep.. Cheers!

2009-11-08T01:28:00.001+08:00

LOL jo u say this face v xl uh? will meh?!

hmm starting to post back

2009-11-06T11:56:00.003+08:00

okay im starting to post back gimme sometime to think about wad to post and maybe u can give me some idea?

This pic is taken from hongsheng 21th birthday.
i like this 2pic lol..

ok this few months have been quite hard for me. found a job as IT tech, my kind of job. this few days keep sick..
kinda miss qq but haiis.. long story shall not say. well if u guys got any idea wad u all want me to post. welcome to give feedback but dont give lame feedback tyvm.

loves u babyqq

2009-08-06T20:16:00.009+08:00

this is one of the pic my qq has made recently.. its very meaningful to me sia.. ty baby.. <3

baby u willing be my rlgf? =x like the mega in the pic? =x

2009-07-09T22:55:00.001+08:00

Everything is ending.

2009-07-08T12:41:00.001+08:00

everything have change. maybe they are right.. time changes people, but is it too fast for the change? the distance between us suddenly become so far i lost sight of u..maybe later meeting her for movie or something.. hope it gets better

2009-06-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

Wah i never peep wor.. nvmnvm im willing to marry you wor.. baby are u willing? =p

2009-06-18T01:10:00.001+08:00

hmmm, finally i found a job i guess..work in a hp shop, even its not a very high pay but its something i like hehe but its retail sales hours so i wont have alot of time..
hmmm this friday i will be on trial at woodlands causeway point 3rd floor the sunpage's shop.. if u guys are free can come and take a look =)..

And i saved my hair from being cut LOL

2009-06-17T03:19:00.001+08:00

baby dear dear ily u too =) <333

5845121314 baby dear dear..

being too nice get negative result in the end

2009-06-11T13:52:00.003+08:00

hmmm today something happened we quarrel with michael already. after what we did for him all those he doesn't wake up.

is it OUR FUCKING PROBLEM that YOU have the FUCKING DEPRESSION?!!!

WHY the FUCK do WE even CARE when its NOT OUR MONEY YOU are SPENDING?!

WE have BEEN TRYING ways to make YOU wake up but YOU FUCKING DIDN'T even realise

what WE DID is NOT for US is for the FUCKING PIECE OF SHYT YOU!!!!

now i don't care i really don't care already you want to call people come up my house dig us out? you can seriously come and try as we going to make police report for you threatening us?

last night accompany him till 6am reach home, whole night talking to ahpek all those ignore my baby making her very sad. still i decide to go over and talk to ahpek instead of talking to her make her happy, you know how fucking guilty i'm? but still i choose to go over.

If u fucking seriously cannot wake up from your "DREAM" then forget about it, you said no more brothers and split us? what the fuck makes you think you have the right to split us? we will just count you out don't worry as its you who made the decision of leaving.

WE say YOU is for YOUR FUCKING OWN FUTURE YOUR OWN GOOD, WE don't need YOUR FUCKING MONEY to survive, even if YOU really make it back rich its got FUCKING NOTHING to do with US. WE are together in the past not because of the money use YOUR DAMN ASS BRAIN and think.

If you see this tag and you are not happy about it its YOUR OWN FUCKING problem as this is MY blog I can do whatever I LIKE with it as long as I'M HAPPY.

2009-06-10T15:55:00.000+08:00

haiis, i miss her i really miss her alot. why is it that we suddenly like became so cold to each other?.. i don't want to be like that i really don't want i hope things can change to the better D=

2009-06-10T01:37:00.004+08:00

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if it says im lucky in love, why cant i find a reason that is supporting with what they write?

2009-06-09T21:00:00.001+08:00

Jacks Kids - Couple lyrics

Yaejuhnboda jigeum neega duhook gwaenchaneul gguya
Huhjuhnhaetduhn nahae bingohtseul eejaen jwosseunee
Ahleumdaoon saesangaesuh mahnee waelohwo hamyou
Nae banjjokeul chaja haemaengun modoo yaetnal yaegeengul
Nae saengae ee shigahnmahneul uhlmahna gidalyutneunji
Mahcheem ggoommahn gateunguhl
Eejaen na honjaga ahneen nuhwa hahmggae haneun guhya

Oh~ love wae eejaesuhya mahnee waelohpduhn naleul chajaohn guhya

Oh~ love nuhleul saranghae
Eejae mohdeun shigahndeuleul nahwa hahmggaehae

All right all right
When I saw you one time I lost my heart to you
Oops baby I'll be loving you forever with you now
Baby don't go too far I won't let you go
Please don't go I want to hold you tight and I need your love

Uhlmahna soo mahneun nahleul gidalyu wahtneunjool ahnee
Eejaen mohdoo ahpaesuh nuhae sohneul ggok bootjahpgo
Ooli hahmggae haneunguhya

[CHORUS 2]
Oh~love wae eejaesuhya mahnee waelohpduhn naleul chajaohn guhya
Oh~love nuhleul saranghae
Eejae mohdeun shigahndeuleul nahwa hahmggaehae

Gwaguh ddawe en mohdoo eetgo
Nawa hahmggae hal mahneun shigahneul chooukeuloh mahndeuluh



Lyrics | Jacks Kids lyrics - Couple lyrics

2009-06-09T20:59:00.001+08:00

Hot - A Song For Lady lyrics

Hee Jun : 
mi ahn hae ni gae sang chuh jot dun gut
chak ha gi man ha dun nuh eui ha yan doo bol wi ae suh
noon mool heul ri gae han gut
--
I'm sorry for the scars I've given you
Making tears fall down your gentle, white cheeks

Tony : 
yong suh hae yong suh hae ya man hae yo
geu dae dduh na ga neun gae 
na neun nuh moo doo ryuh wot gi ae
nuh moo sa rang haet gi ae
--
Forgive me, please forgive me
I'll be so frightened if you leave
because I love you so

Kang Ta : 
han ddaen geu dae ga nae gyut ae ub neun gae
nuh moo na him ee deul go ddo weh ro woh suh
bi ga nae ri dun nal nan bi reul ma jeu myuh 
han ub shi ool ut sut yo
--
Once you were not by my side
It was so hard and lonely
that on a rainy day i stood outside to cry

Hee Jun : 
geu dae reul sa rang hae yo bo go ship uh yo
geu dael man na haeng bok haet dun gut man keum 
nae ga yak sok hal gae yo ee jae da shi neun 
him deul ji do seul peu ji do an eul guh yae yo
ggok dol a wah jo yo
--
I love you, I miss you
I promise to make you as happy as you've made me
You'll never get tired or sad
Please come back

Woo Hyuk & Jae Won : 
mi an hae yo jung mal mi an hae yo
geu ri go sa rang hae yo
jae ga ee no rael myut bun ee na boo reu neun ji mol ra yo
ja ggoo noon mool ee na suh
--
I'm sorry, I'm really sorry
and I love you
You don't know how many times I've sung this song
and tears form in my eyes

Hee Jun : 
oh neul geu dae ga nuh moo bo go ship uh
na eui doo son ae nuh eui sa jin eul ggok jwi go
nuh eui ul gool wi ae noon mool ee nae ryuh wa
ee jaen nuh do ool uh yo
--
Today, I want to see you so much
I held tight on to your picture in my two hands 
Tears fell from your eyes
and now you are crying with me

Kang Ta & Tony : 
geu dae reul sa rang hae yo bo go ship uh yo
geu dael man na haeng bok haet dun gut man keum 
--
I love you, I miss you
I promise I'll make you as happy as you've made me
From now on, you'll never be tired or sad

Tony : 
nae ga yak sok hal gae yo ee jae da shi neun 
him deul ji do seul peu ji do an eul guh yae yo
--
You're coming back
I believe in you

Kang Ta : 
ee jae neun dol a oh gaet jo 
nan mid uh yo sa rang hae
--
I love you

Kang Ta : 
han bun man dan han bun man nal an a joo sae yo
geu dael ee yoo ro 
--
Once, just once please hold on to me
For that one reason I'll never cry again

Hee Jun : 
da shin ool ji an eul gae yo
na ae gae neun ma ji mak sa rang ee yae yo
geu dael da shin il ji an do rok gi do hae yo
--
This is my last love
I'll pray that I'll never lose you again



Lyrics | Hot lyrics - A Song For Lady lyrics

everything seems not in the way,

2009-06-09T18:41:00.002+08:00

Everytime when things start to change for the better, when it becomes better suddenly it will just turn back to worst or even worst. why is it happening to me? i really wanna understand what is going on that makes it this way.
suddenly realise that its not that when im 101% devoted n give her all my heart will make out, sometimes it just need others. i know im not capable to do all those now, i'm trying really trying nowi just hope u won't throw me away and leave me there.. baby ily <3

2009-06-07T20:16:00.006+08:00

okay, due to some reasons i think i reversed the pictures, so zzzzzz..but i feeling funny now so i decided not to do anything about it sorry. may edit if i feeling better.

2009-06-07T20:10:00.002+08:00

Kelvin act cute LOl

Kelvin act cute again =.=

michael n doreen

kelvin with audition pet, u think u cute uh!?

kelvin n jiening

outing

2009-06-07T19:59:00.004+08:00

i shall post whats going on since i didn't update my blog for sometime. Hmmm but i decide to let the pictures do the job =p since its alot of pics

Hongsheng n Geraldine

kelvin n jiening, serene n jimmy, me n myself T_T, hongsheng n geraldine.(alone)

he looks like he is going to cry, maybe she rejected him xD

See he is trying hard to ask her for date

Kelvin:"do you want to date with me?"
To the audition girls even i don't know which one he is facing =x

2009-05-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

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2009-05-21T19:53:00.001+08:00

2009-05-18T12:41:00.001+08:00

today wasn't so much of a good day i guess, baby is mad with me because i overslp n cause of her dream. baby your dream will never happen de k? cause i only love you and i said i will be very tx to you de so i won't flirt around, so please don't be mad with me can? i only love my Babyqq.. others i won't give a fk..

2009-05-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

Wepunchnoobs.. LOL.

2009-05-16T19:46:00.000+08:00

2009-05-16T19:44:00.002+08:00

i and jim in Horntail cave with me turning into a ribbon pig LOL~..
and my baby saw a gangster that is being frozen..
summerstory rocks..

2009-05-16T19:36:00.004+08:00

this is some of those sweets stufs i and my baby had.. ^^

2009-05-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hehe, edited the cpl memo myself =x hope my baby wont angry with that thou.
first time doing a cpl memo den realise abit hard to do sia lols~ hope baby will like it =x

2009-05-04T23:43:00.001+08:00

things have been changing.
only we, ourselves knew.
it became a problem because it happened a few times.
accumulated feelings, countless.

maybe i should just throw away the thought of going back to what we once were.
way before things changed.

when was the last time we really talked and have fun?
just us, nobody needed extra attention.

things happened unexpectedly, always.
i don't like it.
i'm responsible for not asking in the first place.

sorry for creating more problems.
i just miss the old days, just us, close friends.

i regretted making that choice.
that choice that changed your current life.

to be honest, i don't see love.
all i see is you being tired.
is being yourself so difficult?

i really miss you, girl.

*took this from someones blog LOL!! =x psps but i did told that person.. hmmm quite meaningful i guess..

2009-05-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

life seems to changed after that day.. everything seems to change dramatically.. was it me that i plainly think too much or is what my senses tells me its correct?.. i don't know how to start a conversation with you. even thou it may seems to be very easy to others but suddenly we lost the click, which made us so click together i guess, i'm trying to find ways to talk to you and hope you too will try to find ways to chat with me too? i just don't wanna it to end..

2009-05-04T00:49:00.003+08:00

hmmm, i really dono what im doing now i just sucks, why today i became like that.
have been playing private maple this few days until i think im ignoring someone.
if this is a nightmare pls wake me up..

-could someone tell me what to do? *lost in my mind of thoughts*

2009-05-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

not in a good mood today.. smthin happen.. haha it really made me happy this few days. hmmm just now went into audi, zhubong got taiji wit a ger. the ger sibei zai sia tell me.. mayi who u wan chup chiu uhs.. *clapclap* mei you bian too long nv go bunk liao n mia from audi till now new batch of ppl comes n take over while the old ones being forgotten.. guess im old already =x..
If zhubong going down on next week sat 3pm i think im going down too if im not working..

zhubong i support u till e end one okay..
-mi-xia0mayi de name so forgotten already lols..

*updated.. think sua liao zz*

haha..

2009-04-26T01:04:00.002+08:00

hmmm today i post abit late ps uhs.. today whole day busy with com trying to doing some stunt with it haha but haven complete yet thou.. hmmm something good happen to me today haha but im fishmonger so i decide not to share with you all until i gets my permission to do so. okay just finish playing audi for few rounds with my baby, after a bath imma gg to chat on fone with her n get my rest..

IlY laopo~

tired day..

2009-04-24T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hmmm after so long i guess its time to blog back alittle bit, lets start wit today bah..

hmmm today have been a tired day for me cause i slept @ 6.45am, woke up @ 8.30am, went back to slp @ 9am n woke up @ 10.15am, hmmmm might as well said i didnt slp @ all lols.. =x..

afternoon play audition wit my beloved qq till 1plus where i when wit jim to eat @ marsiling, the place we wanted to eat @ was under renovation, jim u dai suay lah.. LOL.. after that we went to another coffeeshop n have western food(chicken curlet) its kinda nice, after that came back home and audi wit babyqq again =).. really miss her alot D=.. now going to rest awhile as she did night shift last nite till now then go rest, haiis baby so tired i xim tia.. hmm okay i also go rest liao thats for now.. any update later den i will update my blog

omg tired x.x

2009-04-24T02:17:00.001+08:00

Finally spending almost whole day doing the blog codes of my fam and my own blog.. has changed my blogskin for first time and most of them is done by me, my fam blog is oso done by me too.. proud of myself LOL..

......

2009-04-22T17:03:00.003+08:00

today something happen, i and qq not happy with each other.. cause the way i talk abit sian sian den become like that, why things became like that.. maybe its cause of me, not maybe its just me n basicially my fault, hmmm keep asking her to meet me when she is jus my AUDI CPL.. i must realise that im just ur AUDI CPL, i must know my position as a AUDI CPL cause im not ur bf so i have to wake up ba.. i wan to have all those sweet sweet times with you, i wan a happy relationship between us, but it seems changed alot, issit like what you say? after knowing each other long ler we will tend to become unreasonable.. i guess im the only person who is unreasonable bah.. i will try not to keep wanting to meet ni le.. hahas, dk why suddenly felt so pain inside me.. n i dont believe that after so long tog there wasn't even a tiny little bit of feelings for me, or should i say maybe really totally don't have bah?.. i admit now de me totally no future cause i don't have a job i have nothing now im just a sucker who don't do anything n slack there everyday trying to make u stress by asking you to meet wo all those.. i realli need to slap myself awake.. wtf m i doing/thinking.. if this is a nightmare, pls end it asap.. i don't wanna quarrel wit my babyqq..

2009-04-15T23:15:00.006+08:00

<3 baby.. baby i nv h0ng hor.. i always tiong xim to you my babyqq only hor.. <3
baby.. love me always okie?.. muacks..

<3 baby.. baby i miss you so much wor..

<3 baby.. baby i not chou chou hor, baby ya i ez fall aslp de =p hehe, i love you so much where will bully baby de?

<3 baby..will qq always be mayi's gal? =x

<3 baby..will qq always be mayi's gal? =x

<3 babyQQ.. *hugshugs & muacks muacks*

2009-04-03T12:34:00.004+08:00

went to the interview already, hmmm guess i didnt make it bah? cause i dono how to xpress myself, i cannot even tell them what good i have to make them select me out of so many application.. tired.. tml need to go bck **** x.x

2009-04-02T16:09:00.001+08:00

yeah, tml interview~ @ 10.40am @ m1 there for retail sales ex.. hmm hope its a job that can interest me, help wo jyjyjy ^^

2009-03-31T22:21:00.001+08:00

Lol.. baby i took your noob acct and cpl myself without telling you, =x hope baby wont angry okay? ^^ ily

2009-03-29T02:50:00.001+08:00

bi i wont stop loving bibi de, okay i will pei bibi tok de ^^ wo ai ni..

2009-03-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

bibi, we both know jiu hao dont need tell ppl de =p, muacks imy~

2009-03-19T02:50:00.001+08:00

You Are the Thumb

You're unique and flexible. And you defy any category.

Mentally strong and agile, you do things your own way. And you do them well.

You are a natural leader... but also truly a loner. You inspire many but connect with few.

You get along well with: The Middle Finger

Stay away from: The Pinky

What Finger Are You?

2009-03-17T22:00:00.001+08:00

finally tagging after so long i think.. hmmm i resigned from the cold storage job already. after thinking, that job wasnt the job i wanted for survival. i need a job im interested in not a job that im not happy with, i know jobs are hard to find nowadays but i guess cnt blame right? haiis.. i'm despo for a job that interest me now.. anyone can help me?

2009-03-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

My baby edited the cpl memo again <3.. baby thanks for being so sweet ^^ ily~

2009-03-06T00:20:00.001+08:00

My bi edited the cpl memo ler.. <33 bi ily too~
Tml gg bck to cold storage there wrk as full time ler.. even thou still not feeling well but will try to tahan one, nights all~

Mayi <3 QQ

2009-03-04T14:43:00.003+08:00

hehe recently i felt that my skills are back by alittle,below is the pic to show u why i said so.. =p

2009-03-04T14:24:00.003+08:00

Finally my QQ----x become my MrsMayi le ^^.. bibi ily~ even though we are now audi cpl only but i belive that one day u will be more then willing enough to become my RL MrsMayi de <3

2009-02-20T18:25:00.001+08:00

男:My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅
男:想要找回来 (女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍 (女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来
合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在 (女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开 (女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱
男:想要找回来 (女:想要找回来)
男:自己的节拍 (女:自己的节拍)
男:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢大声说出来
合:期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
男:你的存在 (女:你的存在)
男:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
合:我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯靠越近越明白
男:不要走开 (女:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始就是
合:放手去爱
合:幸福的开始就是放手去爱

2009-02-20T18:21:00.003+08:00

我还在寻找一个依靠
和一个拥抱谁替我祈祷
替我烦恼为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老
幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老
WO~~~小酒窝常见到迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

i found one that i really wants already.. which is my audi cpl QQ.. ily baby~
i know u wanted to be single, cause u have dreams and wana study to reach ur drms.. i will wait for u, i really will wait de.. trust me k?

2009-02-19T10:15:00.000+08:00

wakao, early mrning tio say by ppl i old liao =.= anyway today is my 21th bday, wish mi happi bday uhs =p

2009-02-16T15:00:00.001+08:00

陈伟联 - I Love You
好歌收藏带你心飞
I love you
所以只能说声对不起
任何藉口都没有
I love you
已来不及好好去珍惜
後悔很多
不该让你无辜流下失措的泪
心碎认识你陌生的世界
空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝
多想能在和你梦里爱多一次
很沉重看你走着每一步
它应该是幸福的路
狠心推开你
像你离得无反顾
你身上纹着我给你的笑
对我绝美的惩罚
想问已无法
原来曾经拥有过
还比失去痛苦
I love you
对你的挚爱从不曾改变
要你快乐
I love you
好想对你说却来不及
後悔已太多
不该让你无辜流下失措的泪
心碎认识你陌生的世界
空气中回荡的笑语早已经断绝
多想能在和你梦里爱多一次
很沉重看你走着每一步
它应该是幸福的路
狠心推开你
是挽不回的错误
你心上纹着我给你的笑
对我绝美的惩罚
想问我无法
原来曾经拥有过
远比失去痛苦
我身上永远烙着你的笑
那么绝美的惩罚
想问我无法
原来曾经拥有过
还比失去痛苦

2009-02-16T13:55:00.000+08:00

Your Hair Should Be White

Classy, stylish, and eloquent.

You've got a way about you that floors everyone you meet.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

2009-02-12T04:09:00.001+08:00

You Should Be a Mechanic

You are logical, calm, and detail oriented.

You're rational when things are chaotic, and for you, reason always prevails.

And while you are guided by logic, you aren't a slave to it.

You're flexible when it counts. You are always open to being wrong.

You do best when you:

- Work with your hands

- Can use tools, machines, or equipment

You would also be a good architect or carpenter.

What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

2009-02-12T04:06:00.001+08:00

Your Heart Takes Love Seriously

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2009-02-12T04:01:00.001+08:00

You Are Bold When it Counts

You don't make a big fuss about getting what you want... unless it's really important to you.

Then you're as bold as you want to be. You just go for it!

You're often up for a little excitement and adventure. Well, as long as the cost isn't too great.

You enjoy risk, but not for it's own sake. Let's just say you've learned a few lessons about risk in your life.

Are You Bold?

2009-02-12T03:59:00.001+08:00

You Are 87% Open

To say that you're comfortable in your own skin would be an understatement.

You're very into yourself, and you love to tell everybody everything about you.

While you may have the makings of the next Oprah, it's likely that people sometimes tune you out!

How Open Are You?

2009-02-12T03:57:00.001+08:00

You Are Clogs

You are a solid and down to earth person.
You seek â€“ and almost always achieve â€“ a really sound balance in your life.

You are stylish yet comfortable. Mellow but driven. Excited yet calm.
You are the perfect mesh of contradictions.

No matter what happens, you have the ability to stay well grounded in your life.
People know that they can truly depend on you.

You should live: In Europe

You should work: At a company dedicated to helping the world

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofshoeareyouquiz/">What Kind of Shoe Are You?

2009-02-12T03:54:00.001+08:00

Your Word is "Fearless"

You see life as your one chance to experience everything, and you just go for it!
You believe the biggest risk is being afraid and missing out on something amazing.

Sometimes your fearlessness means you're daring. You enjoy risky activities.
And sometimes your fearlessness means you're courageous. You're brave enough to do the right thing, even when it's scary.

What's" Your Word?

2009-02-12T01:37:00.002+08:00

►GEMINI--HARD TO LOVE (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Good personalities.Loves relationships. Addictive. Loud
►ARIES - THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. (3/21-4/19) Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners..Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. NOT one to mess with
►VIRGO - THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER (8/23-9/22) Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it.Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
►SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person.
►AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CAN'T TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
►TAURUS - THE BAD BOY OR GIRL (4/20-5/20) Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Best kisser. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out f it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.
►CANCER - HARD TO CATCH THEIR HEART (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long- term relationships, if you can actually get them to stick around. Extremely energetic. Wild. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now, they just dont know it.
►LIBRA - THE PIMP (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
►PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with.
►LEO - THE SEX MANIAC (7/23-8/22) Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kick your ***... u might end up crying...
►CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word.Rare to find. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Amazing in the you know where..!!! Bit of naughty.The one and only.Sincere..very cheeky.

2009-02-12T01:32:00.001+08:00

Tonight, the wind that knocks at my door,
tells me about love relationships that died
In front of the fire which dies down

Tonight, it is an autumn song
In the house that shivers
And I think of the remote days.

What remains of our love relationships ?
What remains of those beautiful days ?
A picture, old picture
of my youth
What remains of the love letters?
The months of April, the rendezvous?
A memory that haunts me
without cease.

Withered happiness, hairs in the wind,
Stolen kisses, drifting dreams
What remains of all that
Tell me

A small village, an old belfry,
A landscape so well hidden
And in a cloud the dear visage
of my past.

The words, the tender words that one is whispering
The most pure caresses
The oaths in the deepness of the woods
The flowers that one finds back in a book
whose perfume inebriates you,
why did they fly away?

lame msg~

2009-02-12T01:17:00.002+08:00

This is chain message i got from my fren, if u view my blog and have a answer for me tag it in my cbox k~!

Send this to all your love ones, friends and see what number you get.

1) i like you
2) i love you
3) you are funny
4) you are cool
5) you are hot
6) i hate you
7) you are boring
8) i want a kiss
9) i'm looking for a relationship with you
10) you are cute
11) i want you in my life
12) no one can ever replace you
13) i miss you
14) i want you
15) my best friend

which number will you give me?

useful

2009-02-12T01:12:00.002+08:00

my fren told me something which i think its quite true,

Feelings and memories dont just fade and get blown away by the wind, you might forget but it would still inflict a scar upon us that we might never ever recover from..

Yes its a scar, very very deep cut.. the more i tried to forget the more pain it is, and everytime what you did makes the bleeding nonstop, it just dont wanna go away, i haven give up yet so far, just that by the time u feel hor i feel i guess its too late already, i might be with another ger starting afresh, if thats what u wanted i think u have to wait for very very long then i can i guess.. its been half a yr since u left me, i have forgotten abt you bit by bit but still cnt forget that u r still impt to me, ur actions made me jealous, angry, sad.. u never consider abt how i feel just do wad u wanted i know im harsh trying ways to get u bck, now i dont anymre.. u said u enjoy ur life now.. i will let u enjoy but dont ever come to me and tel mi u fall for another guy trust me i will kill u & commit sucide after that,

2009-02-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

i felt my blog's background's words suits me perfectly,

Spending all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it ok, there's always some reason you feel not good enough..

If i died tonight, i go with no regrets. If its in your arms, i know that i was blessed and if your eyes are the last things that i see then i know the beauty heaven holds for me..

I have spend half a yr waiting for a second chance, there's always some reason you will feel im not good enough i guess, im not a very good person i belive but with you, you changed me alot, from the everyday find problems, to now totally dont feel like finding problems, to a very hot temper person to a now not so hot tempered person, from a h0ngster become a very tiong xim person.. i changed, people around me also said that, maybe just you cant feel it haiis..

If i really died tonight and in yours arms i will go with no regrets, i know i was blessed at least before i died the last person i saw was you.

haha im emo again.. stupid right as they always say.. i know i also changed to become a emo king haha.. imma sorry to those who cares about me.. i need time i really need.. i apologise to jim(my rl bro) for everytime making him disappointed in me.. im really very sorry..

2009-02-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

recently feel v funny dono what imma doing, lucky for me i have my qq to b here pei me,

cjs u should just leave me alone lah.. all those u said all those words i rmb all are lies.. IF u didnt have the confident to do it den might as well dont say it right?

karen thanks for accompanying me this few days after i know you, playing audi with u all made mi realli laugh alot and forget abt stuffs that wasnt suppose to be remembering..

hmm.. recently so many ppl keep lie to me.. i so good to lie to? haiis.. life sucks

wad the fk~

2009-02-10T04:15:00.003+08:00

okie, was shocked yesterday cause i thought i was kick out of rename without reason, after just now check in rename's blog and i realise that rename actually close down.. what happen i just wanna know.. alamak..

v bored x.x

2009-02-08T15:56:00.003+08:00

finally got back my line already, hmmm still feeling very down and it seems like everyday pass and im being left behind as usually, wad m i thinking? i really wonders, y do god gave man a brain to think so much yet in the end making him depress.. this really sucks, really damn stupid,

Bell hope u r feeling better already, rmb u got frens around~

if u r lucky u can find me if nt u cant..

2009-02-03T15:34:00.001+08:00

piece of shyt!!, as expected all my lines have been suspended, due to the stupidness of the agency, keep delay and delay my pay, making me unable to pay all those bills.. wtf lah.. anyway its good, wan to find mi cannot go thru msg ler.. haha, den u haf to find ur ways uhs =x

everything jus seems so out of order now..

2009-02-02T19:29:00.002+08:00

im blur, damn blur.. everyday wake up idk wad i gg to do, i have resign frm my cold storage job cause of the fk-up agency didnt pay me money. new yr sucks cause i no pay = no money go out = slack @ home lik zombie liao D=, hmm met bell and yumi on 3rd day of cny den after tt went to krislan play audi wit dem but i felt so ps lor ps dem cause i haf to go to my bro(mic) de house, play poker @ his house til eh 6am plus? wakao while playing we finished 2btls of chivas 3/4 full btl de vodka =.=", drink til abit high ler den after tt go eat noodles in the chong pang wet market there, den go home u also knw lah -.- doh =x

wake up forget wad time alread =x den nite time went to a damn wulu place eat bufflo wings, got lvl de leh mai siao siao, the higher the lvl the mre spicy it is, 1st time try lvl4 den eat ler heng can finish if nt paiseh sia, max is lv30 ( stil wondering wad time can eat lv30 no cake den i think u ask mi eat my dinner wit onli xiao la jia0 oso no problem liao =x)

after resign i realli dono wad to do, wit all those stress build inside me im gg to go crazy soon, idk wad to do, i v v v stress, felt lik ending myself nw instead of on the 19th feb, what shld i do sia! zzz,

life issnt the same anymre, everything changed, but i knw u stil cares, y u cares and stil push me aside? i realli don understand wad u thinking.. ahhh i wan to go and die sia!

happy new yr my frens =)

2009-01-25T22:41:00.001+08:00

happy new yr to all my frens and bros, =)..

apply for DM position

2009-01-08T00:16:00.003+08:00

hmmm i haf apply for a department manager position in coldstorage ler.. hoping i wil b accepted, idk wad im thinking this few days. getting mre and mre no mood to wrk ler.. y uhs i keep thinking.. whats wrong wit me.. i feel that mayb im jus getting tired ler bah, stress has been collected inside of me. i jus dono hw to say.. felt lik crying sometimes but guy's tears r lik diamonds right? so i cannot cry i have to keep myself hyper all these time is realli making mi suffer alot.. im tired. who really understands me? haiis.. sick and tired of alot of stuff ler lah..

afternoon i thought of something, life is jus lik a game, its either u achive good result or bad result and @ the end of it, after it game over there is no continue ler.. so what should i choose?, there is a regular customer asking me y i keep smiling everyday he saw me, i told him that everyday i wake up and on the way to wrk i told myself, y do i haf to b moody when i come to wrk when actually if im happy or moody wil affect others? if my smile can bring effect to other ppls and make dem even alittle bit happier oso is a good deed i guess.. he say very good answer lols -.-..

Madel, idk u wil c my blog anot but take care k? about fam battle i wil not fb wit ur fam de, cause i guess its no point de.. its nt that im hum or wad jus tat i donwan to make things worst, seriouslly that day u realli alittle bit unlucky cause im in bad mood that night, but anyway explaining oso no use cause it past ler and no point saying wads abt the past..

okie going to slp soon after i bath, tml need to wrk early oso til closing tmd!.. being used lik a superman sometimes wil tired one okie! night all.. pls tag @ CBOX IF U CME IN MY BLOG IF NT IM CLOSING IT SOON!

haha~

2009-01-04T02:09:00.002+08:00

grats i made myself a record ler.. i actualy made someone angry ler.. haha.. its good oso i guess.. u wil lead a peaceful life i guess.. nite all tired to post ler bb~

nice song leh..

2009-01-01T02:24:00.001+08:00

等于结束的爱情　我和你从两个窗口看出去　往事远远地　演著一场无声的电影没人注意　躲著回忆的身体　帶领我和你的名字向前进　作废的曾经　留在离开你那天挥不去　因为太了解所以很伤心　没有你只好听著风的呼吸　却有种叫做时间的东西　说没问题　最后我们会痊癒　因为太了解我无法坚定　这一次会要掉眼泪的决定　有些遗憾只能一个人听很对不起　我还是珍惜　躲著回忆的身体　帶领我和你的名字向前进　作废的曾经　留在离开你那天挥不去　因为太了解所以很伤心　没有你只好听著风的呼吸　却有种叫做时间的东西　说没问题　最后我们会痊癒　因为太了解我无法坚定　这一次会要掉眼泪的决定　有些遗憾只能一个人听很对不起　我还是珍惜　因为太了解我无法坚定　这一次会要掉眼泪的决定　有些遗憾只能一个人听很对不起　我还是珍惜　所有的事情 Over...

this song damn meaningful..

2008-12-28T13:00:00.001+08:00

曲目：越爱越难过演唱：吴克群

说说你为什么为什么要走说你为何要分手别拖求你别软弱求你说出口分手的理由但你却拖拖拖拖到什么时候如果要走却又为何停留请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口请你要痛就痛给我个快活如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后然后我们说清楚一句话就够如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后多么痛多么的难过别越爱越难过 Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Do Do Re Mi Do 说说你为什么为什么要走说你为何要分手别拖求你别软弱求你说出口分手的理由但你还拖拖拖拖到什么时候如果要走却又为何停留请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口请你要痛就痛给我个快活如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后然后我们说清楚一句话就够如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后多么痛多么的难过别越爱越难过然后连话都不说继续沉默连朋友都没得作为了什么然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我就算了吧坏人我来做如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后然后我们说清楚一句话就够如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后多么痛多么的难过别越爱越难过 Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Do Do Re Mi Do ~~End~~ Over...

nothing is going to change anything..

2008-12-28T03:58:00.002+08:00

she message me suddenly sayin that she wan me to leave her life from now onwards.. Haha... I was guessing.. Didnt she already treat as i'm alread out of her life? Anyway.. This time its real.. Enough is enough.. Time for everything to come to a end.. I'm myself.. She is herself.. Ni zhou ni de yang guang dao, wo zhou wo de du mu qiao.. Wo men dao bu xiang tong.. Its seriously over this time..

Anyway take care, hope your operation is a success one and hope mine won't come..thanks for everything, u were onces my everything, but no longer now.. I suddenly realised that, without you.. Life stil have to go on.. I might not have a beari long life left but i guess i should live my life to the fullest from today onwards.. I'm old enough le, cannot afford to injure my alread not in good condition de health le.. Thanks for taking care of me in the past.. Now i wil learn to take care of myself de.. U also need to take care of yourself.. I should say.. Life have changed alot ever since u left me.. And sometimes i keep asking myself, y it will come to an end.. Now i guess i don need any answer, cause i belive that i won't continue holding on to something that cannot be seen or touch, and i cannot continue to hold on to a relationship that is alread no longer there anymore, relationship is jus lik clapping.. It needs 2hands to clap.. I'm not trying to say that everything is your fault, i should jus say that i'm stil not mature for you at that point of time, thanks for changing me into a slightly better person, u did alot, its jus that i didnt realise it and cherish u earlier, ok.. I think its time to rest and get as much recovery as possible..

After this post i wil b keeping your photo, ring and hp name again, continue taking dem when ever i go is not good enough,

everything is over?

2008-12-27T22:02:00.003+08:00

hmmm she todl me she going to operation and cannot b bothered to care abt my little injuries.. haha.. and i went to c her face book, wad she said all these in the past all is lies? haha. i guess im even stupid to even think that she wil even cme bck to me.. i really dono wad im thinking.. i really dono wad i can do, im damn hurt really nv been hurted so deep before.. this is the 1st time and mayb is the last time ler.. i guess i cannot even afford to belive in relationship again, there is no one in this world i should belive i guess. except my bro, other den him non showed me anything.. even the love we promised also can be gone so wads the point of belive others wen we alread knw wad wil happen in the near future? haha.. im really stupid..

Allen Tay Tian Xiang is DEAD.. thanks to you uhs.. happy now? u did it.. u killed the good guy in me alread..

aiyo suay..

2008-12-26T17:36:00.003+08:00

dono y recently so suay.. jus problems outside and gotten myself injured, was attked by ppl outside the bar and nw injured lik dono wad lik a zhutou ler.. hais.. feeling weak mayb cause stil hvn recover den lik tt feel bah.. leg got a deep cut bruise all over my face.. i hui rong ler lah.. later no ppl wan liao lah(this is wad i told my frens jus to make them luff).. hmm hope i can recover faster so i can continue to wrk and earn money. gotten 7days hospitalise mc... =.= was wondering y so serious lik tt 7days mc leh.. last time wan mc oso hard to get.nw didnt ask for it got 7days.. my bro gotten himself 2days only.. i wan tml wake up swollen to b gone @ least mayb can stil wrk.. i scare my head gt smthin keep headach nw and abit giddy but don dare to tel my bro scare he worried... praying everything wil be fine tml..

yeah happy happy =x

2008-12-22T10:46:00.003+08:00

yeah beari happy yesterday cause guess what i did? I when to rebond my fridge.. =x.. Will be posting my pic soon when i haf the time to take pic.. Very tired this few days, unexpected xmas need to work.. Haiis..

meaningful leh.. =x

2008-12-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

有一件事我永远都唔想忘记所以我录低呢段说话我唔想忘记一个人我唔知点解我唔想忘记佢或者应该话唔知点解我好想永远都记住佢就算一分钟之后是世界末日我都想呢个人留系我心入边直至到最后一秒虽然我地系买一起噶时间唔多不过我低互相关心过伤心过分开过甚至一齐面对过生同死但是每一次我地都没放弃过对方有一句说话我从来都唔敢同人讲亦都唔敢同自己讲我爱上噶呢个男人佢就是…… 人善面善并没尽头没有依附现在过去或以后即使这驱壳有一朝化尽尘垢仍能跟你缠绵于宇宙霓虹上有雪洒得多决夺就像向天地万物作最后告别分不清季节这冰冷岁月眼前的世界景色凄迷抉择找一把世说放于手灼现但愿不再怕北风深寒刺穴深深的爱过永不会吻别过度千世百劫都不能间断悲伤不要说太匆匆岁月现在应与理想恋的人吻别分不清季节这冰冷岁月眼前的世界景色凄迷抉择悲伤不要说太匆匆岁月现在应与理想恋的人吻别分不清季节这冰冷岁月我们不要说再见随世界破灭呢到系咩野地方啊可以俾我地好好休息噶地方上个世界就只得你同我就系得我地两个系再没其他人没仇恨没眼泪就只有我地两个马小玲同埋况天佑

thanks jiesi..

2008-12-18T22:19:00.001+08:00

damn sad but alread decided to let go of her, i haf made my decision that i will forget about her ler and carry on with my life stop all these nonsense emo life again, there is a ger who appear in my life now, she really cares about me alot but i donwan to hurt her i donwan later she become a replacement i jus wan her to b happy jiesi thanks for being wit me, u cheered up my life, u accompany me thru the darkest side of my life and cause for all these i decide that i wil let it a try to onces and for all forget about her and live my life to the fullest..

wrk place getting mre and mre ez to do ler..

2008-12-16T23:31:00.001+08:00

hmm suddenly i realised i wrk in cold storage for tml is 1mth ler.. nw all the staff there don nid to care wad im doing alread.. dey seems to alread understand that i knw wad im doing and wont come and disturb me wen im working ler.. dey sometimes even ask me to go and do some of their stuffs, my Sm going to ask mer teach the new guy tml wth.. he look so ah gua can how m i gg to tel him wad to do sia -.- wrk machiam cme shopping one walao bth can -.-

my horoscope =.=

2008-12-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

EARTH DRAGON HoroscopeJan 23, 1928 to Feb 9, 1929Feb 17, 1988 to Feb 5, 1989
Dragon people are the most eccentric in the Chinese Zodiac. Soaring high into the serene heavens, they can be stubborn, passionate, excitable, honest, and brave, wear purple and walk barefoot in public fountains. They listen to their own drummer, thank you very much, while the rest of the world stands in amazement. People always admire their individuality and feisty personality. Dragons are capable of doing great work for mankind and they inspire trust in almost everyone. The Dragon symbolizes life and growth and is said to bring the five blessings: harmony, virtue, riches, fulfillment and longevity.

If you make friends with the Earth Dragon, you have a friend for life! Friendship is a big-time commitment which they show through uncommon kindness, caring, and giving spirit. When youngsters, Earth Dragons are valued by their teachers and playmates and when older, by their superiors, colleagues, and social circle. It's no wonder! Hardworking and talented, these well-rounded Dragons have a lively imagination which transforms the atmosphere. They are able to do many things well and receive many accolades during their very successful careers and good money to boot. These Dragons are wildly impulsive in money matters. If they see it, they buy it. When they buy it, it's out of sight out of mind, forgotten in the toy box. Not too late to change these wasteful spending habits, you know! Like most Dragons, those of the Earth don't like to rush Love. They like doing what comes naturally, steady rhythm, beginning from friendship and igniting into the exhilaration of falling in love when it's time. Earth Dragons want long-lasting relationships, not tumbling tumble weeds. After the male dragon has gotten over his playboy stage, he is the biggest convert of all to the joys of the everlasting Relationship.

=.=" im earth dragon -.-"

PISCES (February 19-March 20)

GENERAL CHARACTERISTICS
Water sign dominated by Jupiter and Neptune. Pisces is sweet, subtle, patient and tolerant, but sometimes it becomes pernickety and unfaithful. It characterizes this complex character and his great fantasy and extraordinary aptitude to learn. They are too mistake of decision and lack organizational capacity, for it they are in the habit of being mediocres that prefer working and living guided by another person. The professions of the Pisces are: Football player, sanitary assistant, doctor, mechanic, and photographer. They are in the habit of being very religious and carried away of the art, normally because they are very private rooms, for it it is very difficult to come to the bottom with them. The friendship and the real love are fundamental values and of supreme importance.

Seducing him: The man Piscis is idealistic, complex, romantic, unforseeable but also pernickety and emotive and you must fill it with affection, love and attentions. His ideal wife must be able to take the initiative because he will not do it. Make him understand that you are lovers of the order and of the art, and he never touches anything and it does not happen to put his clothes.

Seducing her: The woman Piscis is feminine, romantic, sweet, fragile, needed of protection. She has the great gift of the most important person of the world makes feel her couple. She likes to be praised, spoilt and listened in opposite case suffers and grows sad. For it only you be have with her if you are strong, patient and are capable of her being repeating every 5 minutes that it is the best thing that has never happened to you.

PISCES (February 19-March 20) - MAY 2008

LOVE

You feel caught and put stress. You need your space and to feel free, but the jealousies of your couple do not leave you to breathe, it neither is comprehensive nor understands you. You must communicate and talk, trying to come to the mutual respect. You do not feel capable of leaving her, but you need a valve of leak, for what probably you look out of house what you do not find in the couple. Though only it will be an act of revenge.
If still these in the stage of the bachelorhood, it is a propitious month for them go well together, romances or sporadic relations. Do not leave the occasion escapes.

WORK

You have a precarious economy for time, and the same thing happens in the labour aspect. You feel caught, there is no advance always with the same projects, you feel that you need something more and differently. You could not take advantage of the moment in which the occasion was offered to you for positions of major responsibility. Study detailed your attitude, and franc at the moment of seeing that it is what you you deserve for your conduct and results obtained lately. Only this way you will find the way of settling the solution and of obtaining what you have proposed.

HEALTH

Some misadventure without importance, such as some cold that you did not have during the winter.

PISCES (February 19-March 20)

With Aries: In spite of an unlimited passion, beyond the physical love there will be too many irregularity in the vision of both on the important things. Relation very badly connected but not impossible.

With Taurus: You love the beauty and the art and are very dreamy. The sexual and emotional attraction will be enormous, but your lightness will instigate the jealousies of Taurus, which will do that everything plummets.

With Gemini: You are fragile need from many protection, for what, between the claws of the merciless Gemini you are not going to find any more than sufferings and discomfort.

With Cancer: Since both you are water signs the relation it is reaffirmed. You are two loving lovers joined opposite to the world, escaping towards the privacy of the home. It will be a relation of rapid marriage.

With Leo: to obtain to Leo you have to give him the attention that he needs and the admiration, without complaints or reproaches. You have to yield to his control.

With Virgo: Objected they are your signs, objected you are you, for what here it is not possible to plant anything that grows.

With Libra: Libra enjoys like you the artistic pleasure, though it will never be a stable and lasting relation. A deep friendship full of estimation will be the base of the love.

With Scorpio: Both you are extremely emotional, psychic, sensual, but Scorpio is very violent and you one presents highly sensitive. In spite of the love that you you could teach, everything will be a pain in your mind.

With Sagittarius: Neptune governs You, the god of the unreal dreams, for it you lose habitually the north of the reality, and in spite of your innate force to survive, it is not an advisable relation.

With Capricorn: Better as friends, since the too protectionist relations always are unsatisfactory.

With Aquarius: It might be a beautiful relation: you are free, intuitive and modern… But providing that you control your lawsuits and Aquarius can control his trend to the infidelity.

With Pisces: You are beings artists, creative, delicate and tender, but too much put into your own fantasies. Without stained averages, or quite or at all, but it is very unpredictable to affirm it.

PISCES (February 19-March 20)

This one will be one very costly year for the Pisces. In a beginning, so many planets passing along Houses of Earth, they will do that the native ones of Pisces shut in themselves in if same, the things take to the tremendous one and give drastic changes, to what they are not accustomed. The hypersensitivity of the Pisces will lead them to acting in a very negative way before situations that, in other moments, had resolved in a simple way. Jupiter from Capricorn, will do that the economy turns into a torture, since more money they try to win, more they will meet obliged to spend. Once learned the lesson, there will come the moment to face labour projects of major importance, since some tránsitos of Mercury will be very favorable and it will not be possible stop to spend these opportunities. In the middle of year, for his compassionate temperament, the native ones of this sign they will see immersed in solidary works, that without being conscious of it, this social disinterested labor will contribute very important relations for his economic future.

In the love, the share of Saturn on the Virgo's House, will prevent the possibilities of finding pair or, simply of managing to have sentimental relations that are satisfactory. The sensation of feeling unincluded will produce situations of isolation and they will increase the doubts and the jealousies with regard to his couples.

In topics of health, the problems and disadvantages that arose last year, not only will continue, but it is possible that are intensified. There will be necessary to have a special care with the spring months. From the second half of the year, the ailments, small but very troublesome, will be disappearing, feeling recovered, almost from one day to the next. The recovery of your health will do that the problems throughout the year lose importance, achieving, hereby, that your state of mind is very positive and feel prepared, not only to end one year, but to face the next one.

DRAGON (1904, 1916, 1928, 1940, 1952, 1964, 1976, 1988, 2000)

GENERAL CHARACTERISTICS
The persons born under the influence of the year Dragon are honest, rely on a good provision of courage and can be considered to be heroes (or heroines). But, eye, everything what shines is never a gold, because they are holders of many faults. The basic thing is that they are energetic and enjoy an excellent health during most of his existence (in the Asian countries it is believed that on the native ones of this sign they accompany the prosperity and a long life). They dedicate his energies in idealistic aims and are qualified to face to the most complicated works, in all which will obtain the success. But they get excited too much and speak much more of the advisable thing in the social world. In occasions they worry obsessively for absurd motives and turn out to be demanding.
In spite of it they are perfectionists, intelligent, tenacious, complaisent and very generous. The best professions for them have to unite intimately with the art, the religion, the medicine, the army or the politics. They wake loving very strong passions up, but strange it would be that they submit to another person of a total form and enslaves. They can never mate to the majority of the animals of the Chinese Horoscope, but with los/as serpents, especially the men. And they remove fatally with them born in year of the Dog.

gettin mre and mre tired but c pay cme happi =x

2008-12-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

today off again, looks lik im stuck wit monday and public holiday off de time ler bah.. hmmm.. idk wad happen oso.. jus damn tired recently, today wen to my agency there try to get my cheque 1st but in the end dey told me its nt here yet wtf! i damn angry can den nvm i take a new time sheet to my store there den rewrite again den my manager help mi write he cut my time sia tmd i think tml i wan to rewrite again liao den ask my another manager to write, after that wen bck to the agency again den pass dem the time sheet and den dey say gt cheque ler so i took my cheque hehe its 595.51 leh.. 1st pay after ord i get within 2weeks okie lah nt alot but quite happy liao =x..

after that went swimming, damn tired leg cramp 2times =.= after swimming nw feeling sicky sicky ler dk y -.-, play the slide til my pigu got a bit po pi ler D=!!.. wanted to play audi wit her de help her tag but i reach home on com ler she said she off9 ler gg to slp ler haiis.. den nw i after post should b go and slp ler..

一场雨把我困在这里你冷漠的表情会让我伤心六月的雨就是无情的你伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里 HO~我不相信你不是故意的却为何把我丢弃在风雨里 HO~我不忍心也不想背叛你惟有默默等你回心转意我没有放弃也不会离你而去哪怕要分开我依然等你我全心全意等你的消息终会有一天你会相信我我爱你一场雨想念你在我的心中都不可比拟你走后什么都已经消失在风雨里一场雨想念你我爱你我爱你 …… 一场雨把我困在这里你冷漠的表情会让我伤心六月的雨就是无情的你伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里 HO~我不相信你不是故意的却为何把我丢弃在风雨里 HO~我不忍心也不想背叛你惟有默默等你回心转意我没有放弃也不会离你而去哪怕要分开我依然等你我全心全意等你的消息终会有一天你会相信我我爱你一场雨想念你在我的心中都不可比拟你走后什么都已经消失在风雨里一场雨想念你我爱你我爱你 ……

hmmm,

2008-12-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

today workin lik dono wad lik tat looks lik not workin sia dono y feel so funny, my sm keep find me to smoke den smoke til i jus bought de cig all finish le.. He tel me about workin in cold storage all the good stuffs but it don seems to b strong enough to continue workin there ==ll.. Anyway last nite i and her quarrelled awhile but heng we nv stop contact.. I told her about how i feel nw.. All those and she said she dono how to gif me a chance again, i really jus wanna try to b back wit u, hope u can really consider about it, later mayb gg to play audi wit her, tml i off dono wher to go again.. Someone please jio me go out can i damn sianx..

idk wad i doing or tinking

2008-12-13T21:47:00.003+08:00

hmmm, wrking getting mre and more sucky, im lik wrking for dono wad reason oso, 2day whole day keep check rice stocks cause almost all the rice haf been infested wit rice bug -.- den haf to remove dem frm shelvings den those okie ones put bck, trust me even put bck those seems okie de oso soon or later wil become affected de.. hmm haf been bad mood since mrning idk y.. nw is lik so sian for everytink, so sian for life don even feel lik living anymre, she don seems to appciate me, her ms n nick wrote, new start.. new love.. new life.. starting afresh is wad i wan nw.. happy always.. r u really happi? i wonder, if really u r happi i grats u, u r happy , but im here almost everyday sad, trying ways and means to get u bck, i really gg crazy liao, i miss u lik crazy.. i nv feel so helpless before, nv so desperate trying to get someone bck to me b4, but tis time i experiernce all, i experience wad is cal love thru u, i finally understand and i truely love u alot and tts wen u decide to leave me, tis aftnn u told me y go tink abt the past wen its past, den tt time wen we 1st brk up who said tink abt it, tink abt the past wad we used to haf, nw u said tis, haha. is our past sometink so ezly put down? if to u yes but to me its a no, its a big NO!!, i really cnt let go of the past, in the past everytink looks so good wit u by myside.. nw u r gone i totally lost myself idk wad shld i do or shld i jus end my tis useless life bah.. wit my presense im wasting earth's electricty, water and oxygen.. so if i die mayb its a better way,keep on feel lk hurting myself.. mre and mre sian of everyday wake up go to wrk and could nt c u..

can u don treat me so cruel mahs? i jus wan to lead my life peacefully wit u issit so hard? i said i wil change means i really wil de. i really miss u alot..

一切都是天意一切都是命运 . 爱得深,伤得深....希望越大,失望得越大..

finally cpl back le..

2008-12-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

hmmm, work til 4.30 today, kinda tired.. Sleepy wen workin, during workin she ask me wan play audi ma.. I happy uhs, =x.. Den reach home fall asleep aft tat pei her play audi den cpl her back wit 18<3, was happy la but hope can cause of audi den back wit her again, =x stupid rite i know but jus hope nia lo.. Anyway gg to slep le, really miss her alot, tml gg to change blog song if i got e time..

-.-..

2008-12-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

im lik a lost soul suddenly.. dk wad im doing, life hasnt been improving alot yet, seems to haf a little bit lost the interest to continue breathin in air, increasing smkin and late slp make mi grew weaker and weaker each day.. i really dono wad i shld do nw.. T.T..

Tml wrking 8.30, 6.30 nid to wake up but i cannot slp agn haiis..
thanks jiesi..